Monday, November 20, 2017
Make Time for Thanks
November 20
I wake up late
Rush
No time to pause, nor plead my case.
Poor November.
I push right past her
Even as she’s dedicated to the grasping of gifts and the giving of thanks -
for slowing time, she reserves the right for rest
I hastily juggle on
It’s my nature.
Multitasking is my drug of choice
Saying yes is my weakness
The voices they beckon
And post-its, they carry me through
Busy is an understatement
In November.
I stop to breathe and im tired
realizing what I’m losing
the friends I’ve not called
the family I've not visited
the kids I’ve not played with,
the husband I’ve left cold
myself, whom needs tending.
I've already fast-forwarded November with the rest of them.
juggling and consuming,
I waste it.
Without rest I overlook thanks,
in neglecting thanks, I shut out joy.
Haste = waste
Yet here I am
In all my spare TIME,
Exclaiming that I want to pause November once more.
are you savoring yours?
Thursday, November 16, 2017
A Blog that will Motivate You
Happy almost Friday friends! Today on Hello with the Hughes,
I am interviewing mompreneuer Kimberly Vieley of The Beauty Fit Mom. Kimberly is one of those bloggers you’re
instantly drawn to. Her enthusiasm and passion for life are contagious! Anyone who comes into contact with her social
media presence -- and real life presence for that matter-- instantaneously has their
own personal cheerleader.
I had the pleasure of teaching her sweet and sassy then
2-year-old, Stella, in my preschool just a few years ago. Since discovering she
wrote a faith, fitness, beauty/health blog, I was hooked. Her attention-grabbing
motivational posts, pics, and videos are just bursting with authenticity. This
girl is as real as they come. Over the years I’ve watched her flourish in her
field. With sheer determination, strength of character, and God’s grace Kim has
changed many a woman’s life. She is one talented soul!
Okay, I’ll stop! How 'bout I let you
get to know her more through this interview, otherwise I’ll ramble on and on! So everyone, meet my friend Kim!
Please tell
us how your blog came about?
It really came about through prayer. I’d
always known that once I became a mother, I would want to leave the working
force to primarily care for my family. However most things don’t go smoothly or
swiftly as we planned! I knew I wanted a way to still connect with and reach others
once home, and the idea and name for my blog came to me one night just after I
had been praying and dozed off to sleep. I love that I can share the things I
love and am passionate about, and it’s allowed me a way to connect with so many
amazing women around the country.
Is this how
you imagined your life would be?
Mostly, no. As kids, and even teenagers, I
think it’s hard to picture anything beyond the fairytale. We see that we will
fall in love, marry, have children with ease, and then do this blissful family…
The family maybe we didn’t have but always dreamt we would. I did marry my high
school sweetheart, but nowhere in the picture did we ever imagine suffering
multiple miscarriages, battling infertility, and simultaneously losing a couple
of family members. But through every one of the trials and tragedies, God
showed, and helped us to come out stronger, even if it meant we bore the battle
scars. You could say, life has been harder than I imagined, but the joy and
blessings have been far greater than I could have imagined.
What hobbies do you have that you don’t
mention on your blog?
My hubby and I are avid DIYers! We
love to find home-improvement projects and crafts online or on Pinterest, and
I’m pretty sure he secretly loves the show fixer-upper as much as me! I’m
thinking that I will soon start incorporating some of our projects onto the
blog, because it’s really something we enjoy. And one thing most people don’t
know about me is that out of high school, I actually went to school for and got
a degree in interior design!
What do you
love about yourself?
I love that I am generally a very positive
person. Don’t get me wrong, I go through rough patches and there are days where
the cup is half empty, but I realize how hard it makes life to live through
that perspective. One my biggest passions is just to encourage others, and I’m
just now beginning to realize that that’s actually a gift, not how everybody
is.
What’s your
biggest struggle in life?
I think my biggest struggle is just trusting
and believing that my voice matters. In my head, I know that we were all
created for a purpose, but in my heart I sometimes battle to believe the
significance of that purpose. We all wonder if the ideas we have, things we
have to share will really matter other people. However, I also believe that the
purpose of our struggles and triumphs is to give others hope.
Who are some
of your favorite bloggers?
www.livingwithlandyn.com I actually discovered
her recently, and fell in love! She’s incredibly down to earth, funny, has a
style I love, and she shares all the things. When you see her making a dinner
that looks amazing, she shares the recipe. When she’s got an adorable new
outfit, she’s telling you exactly where she got it and giving you a link so you
can get it for yourself. www.MegMarieWallace.com is also incredibly down to earth,
a beautiful writer, and has the biggest heart for Jesus! She’ll give you a
truth bomb in the most loving way, convict you where you need it, and share
some fun recipes or ideas in the mix.
Tuesday, November 14, 2017
A New Way to Think About Thankfulness
it
was a call from my university, a call that soured my mood.
apparently
i have a balance on my account.
i’m
one month away from finishing my bachelors and credential.
i
just have one more assignment and one more test to complete.
“i’ll
have to take care of it at the end of the month.” i assured the woman on the
line. i start panicking, picturing this debt coming back to bite me. what if i
can’t get my degree? what if i can’t pay for the test? what if i fail my
assignment? these thoughts zip through my mind while i raked through our online
bank account.
overwhelmed,
i click the x to close the window. now i’m thinking about the promise i made
the kids before i dropped them off that morning. i reminded them of our weekend
plans to see Wonder. i am totally giddy about this movie because Evan devoured the
book this past summer. i too, read a lot of it aloud and we all fell in love
with sweet August’s character. plus reading the book before the movie is pretty
much the coolest, most awesome feeling when you got your popcorn and you finally
plop down in your comfy theatre seat on the day of its release... eeek! it’s
like you’re somehow in on the secret.
so
as you can imagine, my heart sank when i realized i promised something i don’t
think i can deliver. we just don’t have the funds this month, nor the credit.
my schooling and unemployment pretty much raped us the past 2 years.
fear
and regret are my go-to emotions.
anxiety
wells in my chest and steals my joy again.
i
come home from work angry.
scowling,
actually, at my husband.
blame
is my other go-to.
a
convo about money ensues while i’m burning hamburger buns.
just
before we sit down to eat, i manage to blurt out,
“this
is not the life i planned!”
please
tell me wives, you… you’ve been there? sigh.
anyone?
the
next morning i feel ashamed.
i
feel like i spit in God’s face after all he’s done to provide for us.
after
all He’s done to redeem this family.
it’s
easy to be thankless.
on
the flipside, it takes work to have a thankful heart.
but
what is a thankful heart anyway?
i
get in these funks -- even though i know they’re wrong.
i
guess i will always struggle with my rebellious nature to some extent.
i
guess i constantly need to be reminded of what really matters. and that is
certainly not stuff, as most of us would agree. so then why the funks?
oh
i don’t know, gulp.
[PRIDE]
[PRIDE]
W.T.
Purkiser once stated, “it’s not what we say about our blessings, but how we use
them, that is the true measure of our thanksgiving.”
we
all know the difference between saying and doing, right?
so
hear me out, i can spout thanks like the best of ‘em. and most would agree that
is a good thing. no?
but
can i live out thanks in my heart day after day even if i feel deprived and/or
entitled?
the
answer is no.
consistent
genuine thanks requires so much more of me.
it
requires action.
but
mostly, it requires humility.
i
can almost guarantee my thanks is robotic if…
::
i want more and more stuff
::
i continue to complain and grumble about life
::
i compare myself or my kids or my hubby to the Jones’
::
i’m short with my kids
::
i act deserving
::
i put God on the back burner
::
i bicker about my husband
::
i’m lazy
expressing
thanks and appreciation and gratitude and all that good stuff is not just about
sharing with the world the happy feelings in my heart. that’s kinda like
entirely missing the point. wouldn’t you say?
no,
the core of a thankful heart is a deeply humble person.
and
i am not this.
which
is why i struggle.
which
is why i’m writing this.
to
reorient my heart.
because
here i am, again. sigh.
and
it’s nearly Thanksgiving.
so
am i just fooling myself when i say i’m thankful for…. fill-in-the-blank?
like
the verbs love and faith, to know it’s real, it must prove itself
with action.
but
i can’t do this kind of thanks on my own, in my own strength.
i
have to ask for God’s help and for an attitude that strives to respond to God’s
love.
you
see, it’s never about thanking God/the universe in exchange for a warm fuzzy
feeling,
or
because we should,
or
because He commands it,
no.
God
doesn’t want robots.
that
is religion and that is blasphemy to Him.
when
i can finally say “wow, this is amazing! thank you, God. how can i respond
to your love?” i have learned the posture of true thanks.
of
course. it starts with realizing how much God has given me by expressing my
thanks, but if i don’t respond with
action, my “thanks” is false, fake, phony baloney.
anyone
can talk the talk.
but
can i walk the walk?
in
my gratitude notebook i scribbled down the many things i have come to call
“gifts” (i.e. blessings):
- my precious husband
-
my healthy kiddos
-
freedom
-
our home
-
a car that gets us places
-
endless food aisles at the grocery store
-
time to write
-
my mom
-
answered prayers
-
my health
-
coffee
-
hot water
i’ll
spare you the rest.
aside
from simply expressing thanks, how can i give
thanks for those things, truly?
give being the action verb.
let’s
take endless food aisles at the grocery store. i wrote that down as a “gift” at
one point. now how do i show thanks for all the amazing foods we have immediate
access to?
saying
it, sure. "thank you, God."
but
with these too: stewardship. contentment. giving back.
these
three things truly validate thankful heart.
let
me explain with a non-example.
here’s
what a thankful heart is not:
off
to the grocery store i go…to get more…to be annoyed with every person there –
‘cause it’s crowded and they’re all in my way … to ignore the checker without
even so much as a smile… to leave my shopping cart there to bang into someone
else’s car… to drive away in a hurry not even realizing what a blessing it is
to walk into a store to get food, or anything
for that matter any time i want. oh but i wrote it down somewhere that i am so
very thankful for the endless aisles of food at the grocery store.
pause
for a minute with me and really figure this one out. i can say i’m thankful,
but is that really thankfulness? my actions are not in line with my words. if i
really appreciate the many varieties of foods at my fingertips, how will my
actions show it?
stewardship:
i would probably use what food i have first before purchasing more.
contentment:
i wouldn’t buy unnecessary items.
giving
back: i would try to put food in the mouths of those who don’t have it as readily.
i would treat the people at the store with kindness. i would help make their
job easier by putting my cart back and finally yeh, i would thank God for
living in a country that is so well off.
-
if i am thankful for my mom, i will value her by calling her, attempting
to see her more often, deepening our relationship.
-
if i am thankful for time to write, i will use it wisely – not frittering
it away on unproductivity or meaningless tasks.
-
if i am thankful for water i will use it sparingly, and give back to
those in need.
-
if i am thankful for my health, i will eat healthy and work out (ha!) --
be a good steward of my body. i will be content with what God gave me, and i
will give my body/mind over to use for God’s purposes.
counting
our blessings is a start, but beyond that i must define thanks with a humble
heart as a good steward of what i have been given, as a content receiver of
such grace-filled gifts, and as one who is generous, the way God is with me,
finding ways to give back.
i
can assure you i haven’t gotten any of this down yet. so good thing for grace! in
fact, these ideas have had time to marinate as they were written over 6 years ago
on my previous blog! and would you believe i still fight myself on behalf of real
thankfulness. surely it’s different this time. since i’m in a different place. but
the struggle is always birthed via my thoughts. it’s in my attachment to needing
a “normal” family with normal family routines. my feelings of depriving my
children from a movie. my entitled attitude about our finances.
what
i fail to see is, i am blessed.
why
am i blessed?
so
i can bless others.
that
is what the heart of thanksgiving is.
does
it ever make sense that we keep taking and still God keeps giving?
we
gotta learn how to respond, and not robotically with mere words.
but
genuinely with action.
because
in the end (thankful) actions speak louder than (thankful) words.
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